I am feeling so down. I don't know why. I feel so low. So sad. So alone. I'm not happy. I'm just crying tears. So despondent. So inferior. So heart broken. So spiritless. Extremely lifeless. I feel I have no reasons to be truly happy. You can see me smile, but you can't see how much broken I am from the inside. I need someone to lift me up. Someone who will understand me and get me out of my depression. Nothing and I mean nothing is making my life joyful :'(